Four Poems by Oliver Dixon
DIPTYCH: WINTER FLOWERS
I
Arid black
seedheads, rattling
like shamanic
percussion; skeletal
umbellifers our pygmy
hunter-gatherer
drags indoors ( ‘Daddy,
what’s this for? Where
have the colours
gone?’)
II
Exhaust-blasted
bouquets on an M4-
railing, their weather-
blanked tributes, cellophane
shrouds; cairn
of decomposed
arrangements:
derelict shrine
to what stunted, bedraggled
fetch?
NONCELLATIONS
scooped-out moon
an open bracket
the twitchy stars
legible for once
beyond London’s amber-ish
permaglow
trashed on the balcony
we start to trace out
nonce-constellations
no less imaginary
than that first Babylonian
gesturing upwards
convinced he’d discovered
animals and deities
dot-to-dotted
across the chaos of sky
there’s Lada Minor
a misshapen two-seater
Cassowary
flightless malevolent
bird O’Ryan’s Balti
a Galway curry-house
The Snow Plough
The She-Yeti
Empson’s Beard
A Map of Sri Lanka
tear-dropping earthward
The Willendorf Venus
as daubed by a tot
and why not abstracts
Kandinsky?
Rothko?
The Staveless Score
of star-notes ad-libbed
these chance-consolations
have no ceiling
fictive patternings
lost track of by morning
but copyrighted now
by the backwards neon C
of the moon
our open secret
ROUGH GUIDE
In Crouch End the people have no qualms.
There is no consensus on footwear
in Bethnal Green. What was the library
in Thornton Heath is now a greasy spoon.
Bayswater is famous for nihilists. Seven Sisters:
a mecca for the underdog. You cannot park
your van in Clapham North. A year in Raynes Park
does wonders for one’s CV. Don’t go
to Upper Norwood on Tuesdays. The feral youth
of Kentish Town shoot Ritalin. Redevelopments
are underway in Bow. Neasden has a thriving
New Wave scene. Jenga is massive on Primrose Hill.
Try Cricklewood for vintage uniforms,
Honor Oak for ethnic pulses. Urban badgers
abound in Dulwich West. For vernal picnics,
you could do worse than Willesden Green.
The dockers’ slums of Bermondsey
now command six figures. Penge
is earmarked for a hi-tech face-lift. A blue plaque
for Italo Svevo is one of the must-sees
of Charlton. The charity-shops of Purley
are a godsend. Racial harmony is alive and well
in Hounslow East. An Eritrean bookies has opened
its doors in Ealing. What was the cafe
in Thornton Heath is now a panini-bar.
The loft-conversions of Shoreditch are ironic
installations. Graffiti in seventeen languages
adorns the walls of Barons Court. Welcome
to vibrant Brixton: desirable, trouble-free.
INDEFINITE HIATUS
No-one had any notion what to do next,
there were as many alternatives
as there were cut-price bargains in the sale;
not that it mattered, after all, in days
this vaguely stitched-together: the clouds
over the building-site were not quite there,
dusted fingerprints on a windowpane;
a pigeon’s footsteps through solidifying cement
leave scripts that will no doubt outlast us,
mistaken by future historians as our holy writ…
It all goes back to that long afternoon
in Nolan’s, the epiphanies of youth
coming to sweet FA, the jukebox crooning
that golden oldie: Halfway through life’s fiasco,
having strayed from company policy,
I found myself in a dingy bar…The piecing-together
of a new enigma, but with Yesterday’s Answers
Printed Below, never today’s
eg. I can’t get across to my five-year-old
what cassette-tape is, unspooled,
festooned from a maple in glittering lianas,
imagined pop-songs broadcast to the wind:
there they are now, just within earshot,
like summer’s hushed surrender across town:
or is that the drunken snoring
of a homeless teenager
passed-out in the empty library?
Oliver Dixon blogs at Ictus. His book Human Form is forthcoming from Penned in the Margins.